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26th April 2008

My high school academic award day

This is my third time

For me

It’s a award for my hard work

It’s a award for my sacrifices

It’s a proud for my family

However

This year

It has become a meaningless day

That day no longer belongs to me

The results that I achieve

For many people

I have done the best

I have achieved very good results

But

It does not achieve my goal

I took few days to accept this fact

Then I found that

Actually

I have chosen to elude this fact

How many people understand me

How many people know the real me

In this cruel actual life

I can say none

In my life

No such people exist

Maybe it did have

But it’s long time ago

I guess

In everyone’s eyes

I’m a smart girl

But how many people actually see my sacrifices

How many people saw the process

People only care the results

It is such a cruel world

I’m just an ordinary girl

But I have seen many something that beyond my age